Hi everyone,
As I’m sure you can notice, I haven’t been blogging frequently. While I will not apologize because it’s my right to have time away, I want to quickly let you know that I’m okay. These past couple weeks have tested me in so many different ways. My relationship with myself has been tested to the extreme. My inner voice and thought process has been tested. My relationships with some people have been tested and as a result I had to break off some strong ties.
It’s been hurtful and I’ve cried a lot. I’m an emotional person.
Unfortunately, I can’t blog about these issues. Looking back, I wish I didn’t advertise my blog to everyone I know. That was a bad idea.
It’s sad because I know the people who read this blog are so damn insightful and understanding. They are so true and friendly that it scares me sometimes that people I meet virtually know and understand me better than people in my real life.
Please don’t pity me. I’ll be fine. There are so many other people in the world who need help.
This weekend, I’m off to DC to visit Dan. All I want to do is lie down with him and let him tell me everything will be okay.
Peace,
Julie
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Hey honey, I’m thinking of you. Times get hard and you just want to be around those who love you. I’m sorry you’re hurting.
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Hope you have a great weekend. Nothing is better than just being there with the one you love and him telling you it’s all going to be okay.
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Sorry things have been tough! Hang in there girl!
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I’m sorry to hear about your broken relationships. It’s never fun to end friendships. It hurts. I hope this weekend will be a beginning of healing for you.
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Oh Honey.. go and get some time away with Dan.
Email me if you want to talk. Love you! Hugs
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I’m thinking of you, sweet friend. It sounds like you’re going through a lot right now and I’m so sorry for that. Stay strong, there’s a bunch of people here who love you!
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Sending lots of love your way!
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Lots of hugs!! xxo
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You know where to find me if you want to vent to someone totally unbiased, uninvolved, etc. <3 Hang in there.
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Hope everything gets better for you.
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I’m sorry life has been so hard for you lately. I hope that you have a great weekend with Dan and can relax and reflect. I am glad that only my husband and mother know about my blog and even they don’t know the address or anything. They both respect that it’s my outlet and I’m glad about that. Maybe you could write in a journal or start a private or anonymous blog elsewhere?
Hang in there xoxo
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Aw, darling. E-mail me if need be or do a password protected post!
Have a fab weekend…Dan will make you feel better!
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*hugs*
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Aww I’m sorry it’s been a rough month. Hopefully it will get better soon.
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Aww, lady, I’m sorry things have been tough for you lately. Hang in there. If you ever need to vent or anything, you know how to find me. We should hang out soon, have fun with Dan this weekend!
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Ugh, I think that sometimes too about advertising my blog. Hang in there babe, and while we don’t know what’s going on, we can still think about you and send positive thoughts your way!
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((hugs)) hope everything is ok. enjoy your wknd
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A big hug to you. Remember how fabulous you are!! xoxo
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Great BIG *hugs* Chin up!!! Hope you have a great weekend:)
XoXo
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Broken friendships are so hard! I’m sorry you’ve had such a rough time lately! I hope you have a much-deserved, relaxing, fun weekend!
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Hey, I understand (read my blog recently, been there!). The best thing you can do is take some time for yourself and try to relax. I know it sounds tough but the more you focus on the negative the worse you will be, health-wise. The positive is that you are a great, fabulous person with a lot of great things going for you, so try to focus on those. I’ll be thinking of you!
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I’m so sorry that life’s been rough lately. Enjoy your weekend with Dan!!!
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I admire you spirit and you attitude. Chin up. Enjoy your lovely weekend.
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Awww girl, I’m sorry to hear that things aren’t so bright and cheery right now. I can totally identify with not being able to share certain things on your blog even though it’s the place you’d probably like to share it most!
Hang in there! I hope things look up soon, and that you get to enjoy a relaxing weekend with Dan
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Hang in there girl! You’re amazing!!!!
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This too shall pass.
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Awwww…..Why are you not interested in talking about the hurtful things that came up these past two weeks? Talking is the best way to heal!
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Hi!
I recently started blogging and I’ve been wondering if anybody even reads it. But I made my blog specifically as a place I could just vent anonymously and not have to worry about any people I actually know judging or misinterpreting anything I post (as is the case on FB).
Your post here just reinforced that decision.
Hope all is better now…
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Julie Reply:
February 4th, 2010 at 10:25 am
Hey girl, yea I think there are pros and cons to being anonymous or not. If I were you, I’d keep doing what you’re doing and feel it out along the way. I was so excited about my blog when I started that I yapped about it so much. Oh well. What’s done is done. I checked out your blog last night on my iPhone (so I didn’t comment!). Great stuff and I’m adding you to my Reader. Have a good day!
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